It’s hard to explain what I believe. Like, I do believe in free will, yet I believe what’s meant to be will happen. I think that sometimes we know why we do certain things and sometimes we don’t, either way were all connected in life. I believe in the spider web theory where your actions (vibrations) get sent through and effect others in this metaphorical web of life. And although we may not know the outcome or expect a different outcome, whatever we get is what were supposed to get.