being happy is weird to me, I feel like there is something wrong with the world, with all that... August 27 2014
Q: being happy is weird to me, I feel like there is something wrong with the world, with all that happened to me I now believe that I don't deserve to be happy... the last two weeks were the best weeks of my entire life I had this guy who made me feel important and wanted and freaking needed so what I did I told him to never talk to me ever again, I don't deserve to be happy, that's what my parents made me believe and now I have this big barrier keeping happiness away from me *smiles*
The fact that you reached out to me and how you phrased your message makes me think you truly do deserve to be happy, but you just get scared and have the conflicting emotions from your parents. I don’t know you’re situation, but I DO know that everyone deserves happiness