I've ummm, I've fucked up a lot. Now like after a year it's really hitting me. I miss my old... April 04 2014

Q: I've ummm, I've fucked up a lot. Now like after a year it's really hitting me. I miss my old boyfriend even though it was my fault he dumped me. I've tried fixing it but I just made it worse. I've pushed everyone away and I just feel so alone :( what now?

we’ve all made mistakes in the past, but those do NOT define us. You’ve realized your mistakes, now you can look to the future and now to try and mend them. Try reaching out to people and you won be so alone