Q: So I've been getting very depressed lately. Especially at night. I think about everything thats happened to me, & I see how much pain and suffering there is in this world & I just don't want to be here anymore. Im only 15 & I cant take a life time of pain and suffering. It's bad when you pray every night that you won't wake up the next morning you know. I keep everything to my self and smile & pretend everything is okay. And I cant anymore. I just don't know what to do anymore.