No it's not to be cool, i really just want to know how it feels, i know it's not good for your... December 17 2013
I understand your curiosity, I really do. However, are you perhaps doing this as an act to maybe defy your parents for once? even if they do not know? I know life can get boring, but there are other healthier opportunities you can do that will be much better and way more fun. maybe try something else?