Q: Last year i got into a bad relationship that lasted for a month. I ended it with him.. He was my first boyfriend and he didn't really care about anyone but himself. But at one point he did make me feel loved.. Everyone sees it as him using me. He would ask Me for things that are really inappropriate and at one point i went to that level where i did do some of em. I felt so bad lying to my mum.. And now even tho i have nothing to do with him... I still want him. I really don't know what to do.