Mhm idk, maybe you're right, maybe i'm doing this to defy my parents.. My parents are really good... December 17 2013
Q: Mhm idk, maybe you're right, maybe i'm doing this to defy my parents.. My parents are really good parents, but it's just, like I said, it's boring.. Sometimes I want to run away from home and go to my crush's house, he doesn't know my feelings but i don't have te courage to tell him.. then i just want to go to his house and tell him everything and smoke with him etc.. I dreamed about so many bad things, like drugs etc.. Just want to change my life :/
ahh,I see you dilemma… Well unlucky and lucky for you, you are just human. Unlucky how we get bored easily, crave a sense of adventure that usually ends up getting someone hurt, and have undeniable curiosity. Or, it depends on how you look at it, that can also be very lucky. Lucky for you, you can change you life, starting with yourself. In the end you must save yourself, because everyone is too busying trying to save themselves. Start out with small things to change, if you want something GET it, if you want to do something, DO it, if you want to change something, CHANGE it. Maybe set small goals you know you can accomplish, then build up? I know you are strong enough